Rather than bore you with the details of this week of Dr’s. and E.R. visits, suffice it to say today is my first full day without a fever since at least Thanksgiving…. I am optimistic I have turned a corner and that is all I want to say about that!
It has recently come to my attention I have been living with (ing) for a long time, and quite frankly, with no acts of appreciation for all she did for me! Yes it’s true I totally took her for granted and often treated her as a slave. It happens that way I guess as we get settled into our day-to-day schedules, first we gush at how blessed we are and then we stare moon-faced and silly grinned professing flattering optimism on how grand they have made life. Next we edge over into the contentment zone which drifts into the comfort zone and eventually it simply becomes an expectation.
There is the anatomy of someone primed and ready to wake up without (ing). When you suddenly wake up without ing here are some things you may notice:
You are having trouble sleeping, eating, resting, finding a position that is comforting, meeting, – eeing, keeping anything in your stomach, smiling, and any host of other ing’s you can think of.
So my dearest ING please forgive my obvious and atrocious acts of taking you for granted, please return to me A>S>A>P> and I will endeavor to never again stop staring at you silly grinned and will remain moon -facing you ever more!